I have actually had the best month of my dating life. 4 dates. All cold approach. 1 makeout. 1 was an insta-date pull to my house, where my lack of sexual experience meant I couldn't escalate properly. Super hot girl. The makeout came with a larger girl, but I was attracted to her smile etc. First date, brought her home. Made out. Given that I've had sex once in my life, all this should be a bit deal to me.

But despite all this, I feel like I've accomplished nothing. Worse, I don't care about women anymore. I feel like it doesn't really matter if they are around or not. I remember even a month back that I loved women. I worked my butt off to get to this point and I don't even care? What is going on?